and this is life.
just when i thought i have everything sorted out, and i'm the happiest person alive, i get to know life.
friends fall apart, strained relations with loved ones, confused ambitions.
how am i even going to express this in words? may be this is the "big bad world" of grown-ups. strangely enough, even when i was a little girl, i never quite wanted to be a grown-up. i always loved my days as they were. when i look back, i'm amazed by the number of memories i remember! and that means, i've grown-up.
and i don't like it.
i can't express it.